Spraying

It was a sick desire to freeze the music. Not to deprive her of breath or existence in time, but with the miserable intention, to watch then how it will melt away. Gradually the idea of freezing seemed so harsh and cruel for the music itself, so finally I lost desire to freeze. By that time half of the work I had already written , and it was the material that I did not want to give up on halfway.Spraying is probably the most mechanically in audacious trick to create the illusion of changing of anything. Because spraying any thing, we never will have it in its original form. Though if it is in any case remains, it remains as something other. To listen with these ideas to this music -I don't know, probably, the main thing here is that these ideas urged me to write it.